Oktober 22, 2012

Someone that we can't call mine?

I beg, do you ever feel like this?
Umm, where should i start...
Jadi, perasaan ini dimulai ketika seseorang yang deket sama kita, we usually called it "Our Bestfriend" is start to know the other friends. And overtime it feels like your friend is start to liking their new friends, it kinda feels like they are start to enjoy play with them than u. How does it feels? Yeah, because i'm one of that sensitive girl, i feel like my friend are make space with me. Not really clear. Not really to the point. But somehow i feel that.
That feel, when you feel like nobody likes you. Actually, they really do. But yeah i know they do it because they think we're change.
So, it goes like this.. "When your bestfriend, calls someone else their bestfriends. and, i'm like... I thought what we had was special...." Well, that's embarrassing.. 
i do know this is embarrassing, but i cant handle this feeling when it comes to me like all the time and when i see her with their basically new BESTFRIEND:) aww thats too sweet, i just think that "I'm completely not enjoy with her. I go insane and she isn't fit enough with me" haha that's the only reason to make me not really feel like losing her. And honestly, i'm dying to know...is it killing her like it's umm..killing me?