Oktober 22, 2012

Someone that we can't call mine?

I beg, do you ever feel like this?
Umm, where should i start...
Jadi, perasaan ini dimulai ketika seseorang yang deket sama kita, we usually called it "Our Bestfriend" is start to know the other friends. And overtime it feels like your friend is start to liking their new friends, it kinda feels like they are start to enjoy play with them than u. How does it feels? Yeah, because i'm one of that sensitive girl, i feel like my friend are make space with me. Not really clear. Not really to the point. But somehow i feel that.
That feel, when you feel like nobody likes you. Actually, they really do. But yeah i know they do it because they think we're change.
So, it goes like this.. "When your bestfriend, calls someone else their bestfriends. and, i'm like... I thought what we had was special...." Well, that's embarrassing.. 
i do know this is embarrassing, but i cant handle this feeling when it comes to me like all the time and when i see her with their basically new BESTFRIEND:) aww thats too sweet, i just think that "I'm completely not enjoy with her. I go insane and she isn't fit enough with me" haha that's the only reason to make me not really feel like losing her. And honestly, i'm dying to know...is it killing her like it's umm..killing me?

Juli 20, 2012

Late Uploaaddd






AAAAAAAAA KANGEN DUGAS IH BENERANNN -__-

Vhs on love!!

Haiii, MOPDB nya udah selesaaaiiii. dan skrg, jreng jreeeengg, i am Vocational High School student:'D HAHAHAHA.

Such a new life, apalagi skrg udah jauh dr ortu, huftttT_T kata bokap harus pinter pinter jaga diri, kalo kata nyokap, jangan pernah jauh sama yg diatas, aaaah kalo keinget mereka tuh yaa bawaannya mau cepet2 sukses aja.

Eh ya, satu kata yg pengen banget gue denger dari mulut bokap& nyokap ituuuu, "THAT'S MY DAUGHTER" hahahaha, kaya di film2 gtdeeeh kalo anaknya lagi wisudaan terus bokap yg paling pertama berdiri dan standing applause ckckck cepet2 jadi kenyataan deh yaa minAminnn. Oh yaaa, terus hmm apalagi yaaa, udah lama nih ga blogwalking, pokonya intinya pas MOPDB kemarin itu seru parahhh, walaupun ada part part yg gaenak, tapi the point areee bener bener unforgettable dan enjoy banget deh, OH YA TAU GA SI GUE LAGI SUKA SAMA COWO NIH ANAK TELKOM KELAS 11 kemaren maren mah udah sempet deket, EEEHHH SKRG....HMMMM AU AH GELAP. Yaudah yaa dadaaaah gue mau skypean duluuu nih, tmn india gue udah nungguin.